I'm leaving and I'm not going to look back. This time around, I will not have a safety net so I have to keep moving forward. And that's OK. Kinda nervous, but OK. Change is good, but I'm really looking to make a final change, you know? I really want to set down roots somewhere and the tine is now.
I've really been mulling over the thought of becoming a New Yorker. Years ago, I used to live in Los Angeles and I loved it, but driving cross country again just isn't appealing to me. Been there, done that. In fact, I really can't think of a place where I'm just dying to go to and live so NYC is kinda leading the pack by default because I have peeps there and I know I would be able to continue my creative pursuits there. *sigh* But the cost of living... UGH! And I've been driving for years now and bringing my car to NYC just would not be cost effective; public transpo would have to me my new mode of transport or, rather, old mode because I used to use public transpo for years in Philly and going back to the crowded, sullied netherworld of screeching metal and unapologetic aggression. This makes me sad.
But I have to make a change in surroundings soon. Like, yesterday. I honestly can't think of anywhere else to go. Maybe Europe? LOL No, seriously... Maybe? HELP!